Why did i do it... That questions burns in my head. Why did i do it... Of course my answer at first was just because but of course my first answer is never the real one to a question like this. Why did i do it... Was it because i was lonely and thought that it could make me forget. Why did i do it... Or was it because i really just wanted to be accepted for once inn my life. Why did i do it... Could it have been that out of blind desperation for something to change i chose to drink too much. Why did i do it... I knew it was too much who wouldnt know but how can i admit to those that blame themselves for this. Why did i do it... I don't know...